Your blood speaks. Have you had a DNA test done? If you are interested in exploring the mystery of your ancestors and particular contributing factors in why you do what you do, then get it done! Most systems ask for a saliva sample and you get the results back in a few weeks.
Over the past year I've felt an intense urge within to take a DNA test as information on my birth origins is a mystery to say the least. All I knew is that I was born in Brazil - that's it. So I found it thrilling when I found out that a very large percentage of my DNA stems from Mali, a mysterious country in West Africa. This told me not only was my bloodline relatively pure but traced to a specific location.
As I researched, psychic information come flooding in. I realized that vivid memories that I always thought were past lives - are actually the lives of my ancestors. Not knowing my birth family this was somewhat of a coming home for me. It was overwhelming in a good way, I just wanted to cry. I was shown by my soul that the recorded frequencies of everyone down my bloodline are within me. I got to see that my sensual mannerisms, bashful nature, wild dancing and whimsical outlook arepart of a specific DNA Family evolving with a particular purpose.
There are several DNA families that we have all evolved from, I'm not sure of the actual number perhaps 12 or 14? Maybe more. Of course there has been much interbreeding over millennia and not many people around are descended from just one bloodline.
However you will have a particular dominance of a bloodline within you and perhaps this is something you can look into. If you are like me and enjoy exploring the crap out of everything then you will find this thrilling. Once I knew how to look, it was very easy for the memories of my ancestors to flood my consciousness. Ask your soul to reveal the stories that are in your blood, you will eventually see just how interconnected you are with many many people.
You may realize that your life is not entirely your own but rather another thread that adds to the flowing tapestry that is part of a greater story and connected to a larger picture. You may also realize that there is no real end to your bloodline for you would not exist. This is interconnection at the basest level. It represents the mystery of humanity.
So have you explored your origins? Did it invoke the same feelings of connection and 'home' that it did with me? Let me know :-)