Upon inserting your consciousness into this reality – incarnation, you chose to give yourself a certain wakeup call. You programmed yourself to carry a resonance of fragmentation so that you would remember who you are. Without this particular resonance of fragmentation, you would be stale in terms of evolution. You would not have this inner urge to seek your divine source.
This sense of fragmentation has its drawbacks, it has left you with the imprint of having been wounded. This inner wound is an energy of separation, misrepresentation and loneliness. It is this energy that invokes your yearning for spirit.
Understand that this programming of fragmentation and wounding is the eternal gift that you have granted yourself. This gift is your sensitivity to the suffering of others through the pain of separation. You, awakening soul, know what it feels like – you live with it all the time. You gave yourself this wound in order to become a healer.