|INNER SELF CREATIONS||
One of the most unsettling and fearful processes that we undertake through life is that of the transiting outer planets (Chiron, Uranus, Neptune and Pluto) in hard aspect (conjunction, square or opposition) to our natal Saturn.
Energetic significance of Saturn
Saturn represents the gravity of our vibration as a spirit. It is the very structure of our energy fields. It is the intelligence within that sets up structures to help us define who we are in the universe. The ability to manifest.
On a mental level it represents our recurring thought patterns and how they determine 'the reality we live'. For example, when we vibrate emotionally with a certain frequency - a certain resonance, our brains being like antennae pick up appropriate thought patterns to align with the frequency to which we vibrate. The recreating of these thought patterns is a function of Saturn in that it gives us a sense of security and structure.
On a physical level Saturn rules our skeletal system and the skin - the very properties that hold our bodies together. Within the material world Saturnian consciousness can be found amongst true authority figures, our elders, the wise ones. These people hold things together for us all.
On an everyday level the force of Saturn is the promise of keeping us safe, secure, self contained, functional, humble, contented, in control of ourselves and at one with our inner power and vibration. These qualities are rarely maintained amongst the masses - why?
Trapped within limits
The force of Saturn when not used in conjunction with the vibration of the spirit manifests as fear and separation. As human beings we are conditioned to recreate the same evolutionary scenarios over and over again through lack of awareness and ability to work with the manifesting force of Saturn.
Saturnian consciousness (manifestation) when used unconsciously traps people in vicious circles of limiting experiences. The reason for this is that it is very easy and comfortable to hang onto devolutionary experiences for facing the unknown and aligning with the vibration of the spirit is a frightening experience.
Living the promise of permanency is far easier than breaking through limits. An unconscious Saturn in the chart TAKES THE PATH OF LEAST RESISTANCE. It is easier to stay in a unsatisfying relationship than face the prospect of living alone. It is easier to continue working at a job that does not meet your needs than take a leap of faith and find something that speaks to your soul.
Luckily for us the universe gives us a push to break through our limits when we become too complacent through the outer planet transits to Saturn.
Taking the plunge and becoming fearless
The universe is designed and functions through necessity - some call it God's will, serendipity, the universal plan, etc... The outer planets (Chiron, Uranus, Neptune and Pluto) reflect the will of the spirit and how it interfaces with its person through an incarnation.
When this spiritual force transits Saturn in the chart it affects our manifesting ability. We are forced to go through a process of stripping away our limitations, insecurities, doubts and fears. We get a big kick up the backside to get into shape and manifest what we really want.
Through this process we initially undergo a painful period of deep contemplation and we realize that we are not manifesting what we want in life. It is in this emotional stage that many people fall into some sort of depression as they strip away all the unnecessary energy that they are no longer able to carry. (I have just gone through this process and I promise that it WILL PASS).
On a physical level the body normally goes through a detox releasing all the impurities that have been trapped. Another manifestation of this process is a sense of disorientation and case of mistaken identity - this is a side affect of not being able to identify with the old energy.
Eventually you will suddenly feel free, clear and aligned with the vibration of your spirit. You now have the clarity and strength to manifest using your Saturnian ability. You can now leave that unsatisfying job, relationship or whatever has held you back. You feel a sense of spiritual security because you have the inner knowing that you can manifest whatever your spirit desires. You have also reached the inner acceptance that all you possess is your spirit and have all the security you ever need.
That is fearlessness.